The Chilean coup d’état in 1973 led by General Augusto Pinochet impacted thousands of lives, changing several life trajectories. Among them, families had to flee the country to save their lives under a scenario of uncertainty and nearly after, when exile became a tool of state violence to repress the political left. In this context, historiography has mostly focused on adults to understand exile’s repercussions. If families were also composed of children, what do they have to tell us about this historical process?
This paper analyzes Chilean childhood experiences of exile from 1973 to 1990, arguing that examining this process allows us to understand exile as a tactic of political repression that impacted a generation of children beyond adults as the obvious “targets”. Moreover, by using children’s first-hand sources like drawings and audiovisual materials, I seek to understand the impacts of exile, mostly in a European context, on how this historical phenomenon was ingrained in children’s worldviews.
Thus, through the gaze of these historical actors and witnesses, we access the sphere of everyday life in exile, including changes in family dynamics and gender roles, adaptational challenges to a new society, and subjective struggles with identity and uprooting amid a new culture. In this sense, I propose the concept of “Double relational dynamic” which explains children’s political and personal concerns about Chile and their relationship as exiles with their host society.
As much as violence, racism, and cultural challenges were conveyed in their sources, children also registered a wider gaze finding spaces where they could talk, express, and imagine a Chile that has been elusive in their lives.