(css: "font-size: 150%; color:#F792DF")[Last Summer]
It all happened last summer
And it was the last summer you had in high school
You met her
And everything just happened
I won't tell you the actual ending
But it (css: "color:orange")[''is''] hiding somewhere in the game
Hope you enjoy the game!
(set: $hg to 0)
[[Info]]
[[Endings]]
[[Go!|First Practice]]It was the first band practice
You knew that a new singer would come to the practice
You knew this singer from a school performance, but she did not know you
You were excited to finally meet her
You and (link: "your friend")[the drummer] came early, so you guys waited in the recording room
All the other members gradually came, but still, she did not appear
(click: "appear")[Later, she sent a text in the group chat]
(click: "text")["Sorry, I am sick today, I cannot make it to the practice," she said
You were quite disappointed
Maybe [[next time|Second Practice]], you said to yourself
]
You have been waiting for the past week
You CAN'T manage to see her in school since it was (link: "STILL WINTER VACATION")[(link:"#*#(%Q*#&$ ruaaaaaa!!!")[STILL WINTER VACATION]]
You and your drummer friend came early again this time
You guys waited, as usual
(click: "waited")[Someone pushed the door open
(click: "Someone")[It was her
You were stunned for one second
"She looks ... "
[[I don't know]]
[[cute]]
[[not good]]
]
]"She is so cute" you were flattered
In fact, you were just too excited
(display: "I don't know")
"Her look is not bad, but also not good" you shook your head
She went into the room, greeted you and your friend
(link: "Hi")[Hi, that was the only word you said to her
Eventually everyone came
[[The band practice started|BE1]]
]"Her voice was soooo good"
You were discussing with your friend about her after the practice
"I know righttt!!" The drummer replied
Both being a member of the band, you participated a lot of performances with her
You two became friends
She respected you as an elder senior
And you really loved to hear her singing
(link-goto:"Wait this is not what I want!", "Second Practice")
[[Great, this is what I want!|BE1 Conclusion]]
You actually can't see her face since she is wearing a pair of glasses and a mask
She went into the room, greeted to you and your friend
(link: "Hi")[Hi, you said to her
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You tried to say something else
(click: "You tried to say something else")[But all you said was "did you practice your songs?"
"Yea," she replied, "But my throat still hurts"
[["Drink some water," you said|drink some water]]
[[You looked at her, feeling sorry, but said nothing|said nothing]]
[[You reached to your bag|reached to your bag]]
]
]GOOD FOR YOU
(css: "color:orange")[''ENDING 1: I DO NOT LIKE HER''
''ACCOMPLISHED'']
(set: $be1 to true)
(link-goto: "END", "Intro")
You reached to your bag
Hoping to have a bottle of water that you could give to her
But your water bottle was empty
[["My water bottle is empty, do you have water to drink?"|Ask Water]]
[["I'll go get some water for you"|Get Water]]
[[You said nothing, hoping that she could have some water to drink|Hope Water]]
"Drink some water," you said to her
"Thanks, I will" she smiled
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[[Practice ended with nothing else special|Going Home]]You looked at her, feeling sorry, but could say nothing
[[Practice ended with nothing else special|Going Home]]Practice ended with nothing else special
"Wait, how do you guys go back home?" drummer friend asked
"Oh, I take subway line 1," you replied
"My mom will come pick me up," another member said
"Oh, I also take line 1," you heard a voice from the corner of the room
Of course, it was the one that you have expected
"Oh really?" you turned your head around and looked at her
That is exactly the same with your way home
[["We should go together"|Go together]]
[["What a coincidance"|Go alone]]
"I'll go get some water for you," you said to her
"Oh it's ok, I have my water bottle with me. Thanks." she said
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[[Practice ended with nothing else special|Going Home]]"Oof, my water bottle is empty, do you have water to drink?" you asked
"Yea, I have my water bottle with me, thanks." she replied
(set: $hg to it + 5)
[[Practice ended with nothing else special|Going Home]]You said nothing, hoping that she could have some water to drink
[[Practice ended with nothing else special|Going Home]]"Woah, we should go together," that was what you planned to say
But what you actually said was
(display: "Go alone")"What a coincidance!"
She laughed, and turned around to talk to (link: "her friends")[the bass player and another singer]
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You went to the subway station with all the other members
You had lost her in your sight when you stepped into the subway train
However, when you stepped out of the subway train when you arrived, you saw someone familiar
She left the subway train at the same stop
[[You didn't know what to say|pass by her]]
[[You approached her and tried to say hi|greet her]]You approached her and tried to say hi
"Oh hi," she replied
"You also live around here?" she asked
"Yep," you replied
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You said goodbye to her when you two went on a different direction
[[Time has passed|Time passed]]You didn't know what to say
You lowered your head, pretending that you were looking at your phone, and walked passed her
You felt someone was looking at you from the back, but who knew what actually happened
[[Time has passed|Time passed]]Time has passed
You had band practice every week, sometimes you will talk to her
Other times, you just looked at her from her back
Some of your friends knew that you had fell in love with her
So did (link: "her best friend")[the singer friend]
One day, the singer friend told you "If you want to get her, you have to talk to her!"
You were not sure about this, but you decided to take the advice
[[You decided to chat with her everyday|Start chatting]]
It was the period of time when your high school asked you to do mandatory internships
You were working at an education facility as a Teaching Assistant
You decided to
[[Talk randomly|talk shit]]
[[Talk about your work|talk work]]
[[Talk to her after you finished your work|talk after]]
You decided to chat with her during work (which is not actually recommended)
You took pictures of your work table, your lunch, etc., and shared them with her
She seemed pretty interested
So you two talked a lot
Other than that, you two also talked about some daily events and issues
Like the upcoming band performance, and other performances you had
It was so fun talking with her
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[[Several week had passed|talk work week after]]You asked her about her study in school
You asked her about how she was doing
You talked about your practices, your rehearsals other than the band
Like any random stuff you would thought of
She seemed quite interested, and you two talked a lot
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[[Several week had passed|talk shit week after]]You decided to talk with her after you finished your work
But she seemed to be busy at the time you went back home
You did not have much chance to talk with her
[[Several week had passed|talk after week after]]You talked with her everyday
Sometimes she would also bring up topics
You felt like you were in paradise
Several week had passed, and you were back to school after the internship
Everything went normal, you took classes at day and had numerous rehearsals after school
Sometimes you could see her at school, but most of the time you couldn't
(click: "but most of the time you couldn't")[cuz she was from a lower grade]
[[It was the time for performances|Performance]]
You tried to talk with her everyday
Sometimes she would make huge reactions
You felt like you were in paradise
Several week had passed, and you were back to school after the internship
Everything went normal, you took classes at day and had numerous rehearsals after school
Sometimes you could see her at school, but most of the time you couldn't
(click: "but most of the time you couldn't")[cuz she was from a lower grade]
[[It was the time for performances|Performance]]You tried to talk with her everyday
Sometimes she felt interested
You felt happy
Several week had passed, and you were back to school after the internship
Everything went normal, you took classes at day and had numerous rehearsals after school
Sometimes you could see her at school, but most of the time you couldn't
(click: "but most of the time you couldn't")[cuz she was from a lower grade]
[[It was the time for performances|Performance]]There were several performances happening in the following weeks
Your band performed in school's art festival, it was great
You and your friends held the first music festival in your school
It was a great success
Your band had a individual live performance for an hour
It was also a huge success
Nothing was special about the performances
But you feel like you and her became closer
Maybe because you were still chatting with her everday
Maybe
Who knows
[[Time passed by, and it was going to be your birthday|Birthday]]Your birthday came at the weekend right after those performances
"You should hang out with her," the singer friend suggested
You wish you could, but it seemed to be awkward
(css: "color:orange")[''AND YOU WERE TOO SHY'']
[[You decided to be brave this time and invited her alone|go alone]]
[[Maybe you could also invite other people|go together]]You decided to invite her to watch a movie
She said yes
The movie was great
I mean, have you ever focused on the movie?
Cuz she was better
It was a bit awkward when you talked to her
Cuz you were so embarrassed
(css: "color:orange")[''AND SHY'']
Everything was good except for the awkward mood
[[You decided to go home|go alone home]]You decided to invite all the band members to this so called "celebration for successful performances"
However, due to the upcoming tests, only a few people came
But you were satisfied as long as she was coming
You guys went to watch a movie
Of course, you sat next to her
The movie was great
I mean, have you ever focused on the movie?
Cuz she was better
Because there were other people around, you did not feel awkward and embarrassed when talking to her
Everything was good
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[[You guys decided to go home after the movie|go together home]]
So you guys went home
Of course, you and her went together
Cuz you two live around the same subway stop
You two went apart with other friends
(click: "other friends")[they are real friends]
You two talked along the way
When you reached the stop, you decided to
[[go with her]]
[[say goodbye to her and go home|go home]]So you guys went home
Of course, you and her went together
Cuz you two live around the same subway stop
You two talked along the way
When you reached the stop, you decided to
[[go with her]]
[[say goodbye to her and go home|go home]]"I could go with you,it's pretty late now," you said
"Sure," she replied
Apparently she did not expect this to happen
Cuz she just took out your birthday present from her bag
So probably she planned to go home alone, but
Who knows
"Thank you!" you received the gift
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You went with her while thinking all those stuff in your head
You two talked about some random stuff
You knew that you were not just going with her
(css: "color:orange")[''YOU HAD SOMETHING IMPORTANT TO SAY'']
The residential complex that she lived was not far away from the station
So you two arrived at the gate pretty quick
You were not ready for this
"I will go home by myself," she turned around and said
"OK," that was the only two letters that came out from your mouth
"Bye, see you next week," she waved at you and went inside the gate
[[Wait!|表白]]
You wanted to go with her, just to walk for a bit
But you were too afraid to ask
"Oh wait, here is your birthday gift," she took out your gift from her bag when you both exit the station
"Wow, thank you so much!" you received the gift
"See you next week!" she waved at you, and eventually disappeared from your vision
[[Wait!|表白]]Wait!
You wanted to stop her from leaving
But you couldn't
She couldn't hear you
Because you didn't say anything
You gazed at the gate for a while
You were desperate
[[Maybe next time|BE2]]
[[You took out your phone and asked for the singer friend's help|ask for help]]"Maybe next time," you said to yourself
"I would definitely say it next time"
Everyone knows that it is not going to happen
Just like when you procrastinate your homework
You will wait until the deadline
But there was no deadline for this
So you never said it until you graduate
On the other hand, actually, she had the same mind with yours
She decided to hide her feelings until you graduate
Until you would not see each other again
Now you know her feelings
But you can't do anything with it
You could just admit and accept the truth
And move on
At least, you are still [[close friend|BE2 conclusion]] with her
You took out your phone and asked for the singer friend's help
She was like "wtf"
And she gave you her phone number
(click: "her")[(here's some tricky grammar problem)]
You tried several times when you were walking back home
She didn't answer
You tried several more times
Sitting on the staircase in front of the building
(css: "color:orange")[''She answered'']
"Hello?" she said, "sorry I was in the elevator so there was no signal"
"Hi," you were too excited to hear her response
"Emm, just have something to say that I forgot to tell," you said
She didn't respond, so you kept going
[[You took a deep breath|表白结果]]
(css: "color:orange")[''ENDING 2: CLOSE FRIEND FOREVER''
''ACCOMPLISHED'']
(set: $be2 to true)
(link-goto: "END", "Intro")You took a deep breath
''"Would you be my girlfriend?"''
You said a lot of random stuff before this sentence
But you forgot them all
All you could remember was the huge silence afterwards
(if: $hg >= 80)[
"Can I call you back after a while?" she said
You could hear her voice shaking a bit
"Sure," you said
You hung up the phone, and went back home
You did not remember what happened next
You just remembered the singer friend sent you a text "Congrats!"
(css: "color:orange")[''AND SHE CALLED BACK AND SAID YES'']
It was the first time in your life
TO HAVE A GIRLFRIEND
(css: "color:orange")[''AND SHE WAS SO CUTE'']
(set: $hg to 80)
[[It was great|Success]]
]
(else:)[
"Emmmm, I guess I'm sorry"
"Ooof, okay," you knew it is going to end like this
And you were used to it
"We can still be friends right," you asked,"don't block or delete me on social medias"
You made a joke as usual
"hahaha of course I won't" she felt a little bit awkward
"Talk to you later," she hung up the phone
[[It was the same ending as before|BE3]]
]It was just the same ending as before
You laughed yourself
You were actually joking when you said "do not block or delete me"
Cuz you knew that she wouldn't
Cuz you were friends with many of them
Maybe this could be the (css: "color:orange")[''BEST ENDING'' ] you said
(css: "color:orange")[''AT LEAST NOT THE WORST'']
(css: "color:orange")[''ENDING 3: NORMAL ENDING''
''ACCOMPLISHED'']
(set: $be3 to true)
(link-goto: "END", "Intro")You were so excited
You chatted with her for the whole night
You couldn't wait to see her in school in the following week
But there were going to be graduation tests
and more performances
But who cares
You felt you feared nothing
(css: "color:orange")[''except for losing her'']
So although you were excited for the weekend
You still have to review for exams
So you decided to
[[Tell her that you need to review and not talk to her for a few days|not talk]]
[[Talk with her while reviewing|talk when review]]
You told her that you need to review
"OK! Good luck on your tests!" she replied
So you went on studying
[[For the whole weekend|L2D]]
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You decided to talk with her while reviewing
Cuz the graduation exam was actually too easy
To be honest, you didn't plan to study much even before you and her got together
So you chatted with her
You decided to
[[Talk about random stuff|talk random stuff]]
[[Talk about your upcoming performances|talk L2D]]
The graduation exam was nothing special
But the upcoming drama performance was
''KIND OF SPECIAL''
Most of the drama performances would require tickets to enter
Apparently, your club leader did not want to miss this chance of earning money
So you guys sold tickets
Of course, she would like to see the performance
So you decided to
[[Ask your leader for a free ticket|free ticket]]
[[Buy a ticket for her|Buy ticket]]
[[Let her buy her own ticket|Pay ticket]]You two talked about any funny random stuff that you and her could think of
And many other stuff
Just anything you and her would like to share
You felt like you were closer to her
[[So the weekend passed normally, but not that normal|L2D]]You still have to prepare for the upcoming performances
You knew you had too many performances
But it was the last week in school, so you did not regret
Plus, you would feel good when she sees you on stage
However, preparing numerous performances at the same time was stressful
Especially when you were in a drama club with so many other people
And you were the stage manager, (link: "who would manage the stage")[who would both conduct the actors' behavior on stage, and coordinate the backstage]
There was nothing wrong with the drama club
It was just too much work
So you whined (link: "a little bit")[actually a lot]
She felt sorry for you
Like really sorry
You felt like you said too much negative stuff
But you did not care
You just needed someone to talk with
As usual
And now you found one
So why not
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[[So the weekend passed normally, but not that normal|L2D]]You decided to ask your club leader for a free ticket
Of course your leader gave it to you
I mean, you were the stage manager
You gave the free ticket to her
"Thank you!" she smiled and hugged you
You felt great
[[The performance was good overall|performance end]]You decided to buy her a ticket
So you took out some cash from your pocket
But you were stopped by the club leader
"Hey, you are the stage manager, you deserve some free tickets," leader said
So you got a free ticket
And you gave it to her
"Thank you!" she smiled and hugged you
You felt great
[[The performance was good overall|performance end]]"Go buy a ticket," you said to her
And you told her the location of ticket sale
So she came
And bought a ticket
Your leader felt great for earning money
(set: $hg to it - 5)
[[The performance was good overall|performance end]]Hi, I'm Noah
This is a game built based on my personal memory
There are 6 endings in total
Try your best to unlock them all!
Thank you for playing!
Hope you like this game!
''Instructions:''
pink (css: "color:#F792DF")[words] are links
orange (css: "color:orange")[words] are just normal texts
Producer: Noah
Programmer: Noah
Sound: Noah (But unfortunately there is no sound ;-;)
Image: Michelle Wang (My bestfriend from high school)
[[Please read!]]
[[Back|Intro]]The performance ended with nothing special
It was generally good
You spent double, maybe triple effort in this performance
Since she was sitting in the crowd
After the performance, she came to find you at the backstage
More like you rushed to the audience to find her
[["I still have to organize the backstage, you could go home first"|go home alone]]
[["I still have to organize the backstage, could you wait for me?"|go home together ]]
"I still have to organize the backstage, could you wait for me?" you asked her, "cuz I want us to go home together"
"Sure," she said, "I can wait"
So you organized the props and clothing
You called a taxi, and went back home
[[Together|School]]"I still have to organize the backstage, you could go home first"
You didn't want her to arrive home late
"Okay, don't get back home too late!" she hugged you and left
So you organized the props and clothing
(set: $hg to it - 10)
You called a taxi, and went back home
[[Alone|School]]
Your school ended after the performance
You did not have to go to school from now on
But she was still in school
In this case, you would not be able to see her
So you decided
[[Find an excuse and go to school|go school]]
[[Stay at home and chat with her online|not go school]]You actually did have to go to school
You needed to clean the backstage of the auditorium
You had to organize the props, either throw, return, or recycle them
So that was what you did in the morning when she was taking classes
When the last morning class ended
You decided to
[[Eat lunch with her|eat together]]
[[Eat alone]]You decided to stay at home
Playing Overwatch for the whole day
And chatting with her online
You felt happy to talk to her
But you felt lonely for not seeing her
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But who knew what she was thinking
(css: "color:orange")[''AT LEAST YOU DIDN'T'']
[[So time just passed day by day|Prom not go school]]So time passed day by day
You haven't met her for a week or two
You only chatted with her online
But you felt happy
Well, but again
(css: "color:orange")[''Who knew what she was thinking'']
(display: "Prom")"Wait for me at the cafeteria!" you texted her
"OK!" she replied
You two sat together at the cafeteria
And talked a lot
Both of you were happy, you could tell
You went back home after lunch
She went with you to the school gate
"I'll come tomorrow!" you made your promise
[[And you actually did|Prom eat together]]"You could go eat lunch first, I still have work to do," you sent her a text
"Okay," she replied
So you went to school for the whole day
And you did not see her
No one knew why you would choose this option
I guess you did not know either
[[So time passed day by day|Prom go school]]So time passed day by day
You did go to school almost everyday
It was an "almost" since you couldn't find enough excuse to tell your mom
That you needed to go to school
So you stayed at home for some days
But most of the time, you went to school
But you had barely seen her
cuz the only time you could stay with her was during lunch time
But you ate alone
So you literally only chatted with her online
But you felt happy
Well, but again
(css: "color:orange")[''Who knew what she was thinking'']
(display: "Prom")You did go to school almost everyday
It was an "almost" since you couldn't find enough excuse to tell your mom
That you needed to go to school
So you stayed at home for some days
But most of the time, you went to school
And stayed with her
(css: "color:orange")[''that was the happiest week in 18 years'']
(display: "Prom")Eventually it was the prom
You couldn't manage to buy a ticket for her since all the tickets are sold
You were sad about this
"It's ok," she said, "I could still come to your prom afterparty"
Suddenly, you felt alive
"OK!!!! See you after prom!" you texted her
So it was the prom, nothing went special
The prom ended, and you saw her outside the banquet hall
You ran to her
"Don't look at me!" you said with half joking, "I look so bad in this suit"
"No you look fine" she laughed
You had an afterparty together with some other friends
[[So you went to the house with her first|afterparty]]
So you two went to the house
You two were the earliest
You thought it was one of your friends' house, but it turned out to be a decent airbnb
You changed your clothes
You felt much better wearing a T-shirt than suit
Later all your friends came
It was already around 12am
They decided to go out and eat hotpot
But you didn't even want to move
"Do you want to go?" you turned your head and asked her
"Sure, why not!" she said
[["Fine, I will go with you"|go hotpot]]
[["I guess I will stay"|no hotpot]]"I guess I will stay," you said
"Whyyy" she was disappointed
"You can go with them," you told her
So she left with them
(set: $hg to it - 10)
You were alone in the house
You lay down on the sofa and played your phone
So they came back after the hotpot
They bought some drinks when passing by the convinience store
You guys played mafia, and other games
And you watched some video with her
She went back home at around 5pm
Cuz she had to take school bus and go to school
You guys went to watch the sunrise
And met others who also came to watch sunrise
[[And you went back home|Daily life]]"Fine," you crawled down from the sofa
You held her hand and went together
You loved to eat hotpot
Of course, you loved it more when you were eating with her
You guys talked about a lot of stuff
Stuff that could only be shared after graduation
It was really fun
She seemed to like it as well
(css: "color:orange")[''But who knows'']
So you guys returned to the house after eating hotpot
They bought some drinks when passing by the convinience store
You guys played mafia, and other games
And you watched some video with her
Everything was great
She went back home at around 5pm
Cuz she had to take school bus and go to school
You guys went to watch the sunrise
And met others who also came to watch sunrise
[[And you went back home|Daily life]]Everything went normal after Prom
That was the last event you had for high school
After that you stayed at home
While she still went to school
Sometimes you would go to school to see her
Most of the time, you just chatted with her online
[[However, problem arose eventually|stress]]She had upcoming final tests
And maybe because of other reasons
She seemed to be upset for a period of time
You were worried
You
[[Asked if she was ok]]
[[Asked what happened]]
(if: $tj1 is true)[ (if: $tj2 is true)[
[[Felt sorry and said nothing]]
[[You felt weird]]
]
]
You asked if she was ok
"Yea I'm fine," she said
To you, it seemed like she was not
"Are you sure?" you asked further, "talk to me if you feel upset"
"Okay, I will." she replied
You just felt not right
(css: "color: orange")[''But you couldn't tell'']
(set: $tj1 to true)
[[back|stress]]
"What happened?" you asked her
"I'm fine, nothing happened," she replied
"Really?" you did not believe her
"Yea!" she said
So you stopped asking
You still felt not right
(css: "color: orange")[''But you couldn't tell'']
(set: $tj2 to true)
[[back|stress]]You just felt weird
You felt that she was upset
But you did not actually know
You asked the singer friend
She felt the same way
You wanted to talk with her
But your worst ability was to console others
So you didn't know what to say
You just asked her few more times that if she was ok
"Yea I'm fineeeeee," she said
[[It was her final week]]
You felt that she was upset
But you did not actually know
You asked the singer friend
She felt the same way
You wanted to talk with her
But your worst ability was to console others
So you didn't know what to say
You felt so sorry in your heart
But you didn't say anything
(css: "color: orange")[''But sometimes, silence could be the better choice'']
[[It was her final week]]It was her final week
She had to review
You sent her messages but she didn't reply for a bunch of hours
[[You didn't know what was going on|don't know]]"She might be reviewing, I should not disturb her," you had this in mind
So you said "Good luck on finals!"
Well, she didn't respond until several hours later
"Thank you!" she replied
(set: $notalk to true)
[[One week had passed]]"She might still had stress, I should talk to her"
So you sent some more messages
She didn't respond until several hours later
With little interest
(set: $istalk to true)
[[One week had passed]]She usually replied your message pretty fast
So you didn't know what was going on
You asked the singer friend, who would still be happy to help even during final week
She also had no idea
[["She might be reviewing, I should not disturb her"|no disturb]]
[["She might still had stress, I should talk to her"|talk to her]]One week had passed
(if: $notalk is true)[
You did not disturb her except for sending messages for good morning and good night
She would reply at first, but later not anymore
You felt so uncertained and terrified
Although you thought that she might be busy reviewing finals
You still believed that something else was also happening
But you didn't ask
(css: "color:orange")[''But again, sometimes silence could be a better choice'']
[[Maybe it would disappear by itself]]
]
(if: $istalk is true)[
You rarely sent messages since she would not reply anyways
You sent good morning and good night everyday
She would reply at first, but later not anymore
You felt so uncertained and terrified
Although you thought that she might be busy reviewing finals
You still believed that something else was also happening
You asked the singer friend, who again told you that she didn't know anything
You tried to ask her, but she barely replied
You were shocked by this sudden unawared change
All the [[depression and anxiety|Depression]] came to your mind
]
(if: $hg >= 60)[
Actually you were right
All this uncertainty and worriness had disappeared by themselves
She finished her finals
She told you that she was just too busy to reply when reviewing
And she was quite sorry about this
So everything went normal again
[[You felt great again|HE]]
]
(else: )[
Actually you were right
All this uncertainty and worriness had disappeared by themselves
You actually made a right choice this time
Leaving her some space was a smart move
But apparently, you had made some obvious wrong choices before
So she finished her finals
And she decided to break up with you
Oooof
But what could you say
[[There was nothing you could do to save this|BE5]]
]Depression and anxiety flooded into your brain
You began to blame yourself
As always
You started to think that
Maybe you were just not good at being a boyfriend
You were too bad at consoling people
You were too bad at expressing your emotion
(css: "color:red")[''YOU WERE JUST TOO BAD AT ANYTHING'']
All the happiness you had for the past several weeks had gone
Instead was this familiar feeling of depression
And self-deprecation
You began to send moments denying yourself
Well, [[you just sank into the swamp of depression|BE4]]
So you two kept being together
No one knows what is going to happen next
Neither do you
But you fear nothing when you are together with her
You aren't even afraid of losing her anymore
Cuz you think you won't
You just need to give her some trust
And space
So I bless you
to go on this wonderful journey
With her
(css: "color:orange")[''ENDING 6: CONTINUING LOVE''
''ACCOMPLISHED'']
(set: $ge to true)
(link-goto: "END", "Intro")You reviewed the past few weeks
You figured out that you had made several huge mistakes during the process
You hope you could do time travel and remake the choices
But duh, you couldn't
You were clear about your mistakes
So you had nothing to complain about
You could only take it as a lesson
And move on
(css: "color:orange")[''Or try again since this is a game'']
(css: "color:orange")[''ENDING 5: FIRST TIME BEING A BOYFRIEND IS HARD''
''ACCOMPLISHED'']
(set: $be5 to true)
(link-goto: "END", "Intro")To be honest
You pretty much destroyed everything yourself
When you couldn't even control your own emotion
How could you control a relationship between two people?
There might be nothing happening at first
(css: "color:orange")[''BUT NOW THERE WAS'']
So she finished her finals
And she decided to break up with you
You had probably made some correct choices before
But you had stepped onto the wrong way this time
You couldn't do anything to save this
Cuz you couldn't even save yourself
Your depression had lasted for several monthes this time
Unlike before which it would only last for a few hours or several days
You regretted so much
But you couldn't do anything
(css: "color:orange")[''HOPE THAT ONE DAY YOU COULD RECOVER'']
(css: "color:orange")[''FROM THIS EMOTION AND THIS MEMORY'']
(css: "color:orange")[''ENDING 4: SELF DESTRUCTION''
''ACCOMPLISHED'']
(set: $be4 to true)
(link-goto: "END", "Intro")(css: "color:orange")[''Endings will appear here after you have achieved them'']
(if: $be1 is true)[
(css: "color:orange")[''ENDING 1: I DO NOT LIKE HER'']
I put this ending in the game just for fun
And it is at the beginning of the game so I made an option to let players to go back to the story
]
(if: $be2 is true)[
(css: "color:orange")[''ENDING 2: CLOSE FRIEND FOREVER'']
You stepped back when making this choice, which is actually not a fully bad choice
To be honest, this could be a quite good ending
Cuz you could still talk to her freely
]
(if: $be3 is true)[
(css: "color:orange")[''ENDING 3: NORMAL ENDING'']
I named it the normal ending since this is what I have encountered the most
This ending can be achieved by not making enough good choices before
]
(if: $be4 is true)[
(css: "color:orange")[''ENDING 4: SELF DESTRUCTION'']
This is the true ending in my personal memory
Hope you would learn something when achieving this ending
Such as leaving personal space
And keeping silence when necessary
]
(if: $be5 is true)[
(css: "color:orange")[''ENDING 5: FIRST TIME BEING A BOYFRIEND IS HARD'']
This ending can be achieved by not making enough good choices before
while having the correct choice of keeping silent at last
]
(if: $ge is true)[
(css: "color:orange")[''ENDING 6: CONTINUING LOVE'']
This is the only good ending in this game
This can be achieved by making enough good choices
]
[[Back|Intro]]I am really glad to have this opportunity to make such a game based on my real life experience. I had cried sometimes during the process of making this game because this is so real hahahaha. I decided to use personal memories rather than fiction because in this case I would put more efforts, and there will be a strong support behind all the story logics and structure. It is also a chance that I could self-reflect on my previous behaviors to see where I could do better in the future.
I am (css: "color:red")[''SO SORRY''] that the sound is not working. This is due to my lack of knowledge in programming. The sound (css: "color:orange")[is working] when playtesting in twine, but it is not working after publishing. So if you really want to hear the background music that I had recorded myself, you can try import it into twine to see if it works :)
Sorry for this inconvinience, and sorry for not bringing the best player experience to you!
Hope you like this game!
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